I am freaking out in my head right now
I can feel my heart begin to race
the heat rises in my face
I am feeling foolish
I just want to be with some one who wants to be with me.
And every moment I realize I am not where I thought I was with somebody
I can’t help but begin to break down crying.
And I have no friends.
because they were all assholes of men.
and at least I took one good step in eliminating them.
even if it means, I suddenly have no one.