Solo Emotional Breakdown

I am freaking out in my head right now
I can feel my heart begin to race
the heat rises in my face
I am feeling foolish
and spurned
and sad
and alone.

I just want to be with some one who wants to be with me.

And every moment I realize I am not where I thought I was with somebody
I can’t help but begin to break down crying.

And I have no friends.

because they were all assholes of men.

and at least I took one good step in eliminating them.

even if it means, I suddenly have no one.


About Jessica Lee

Jessica is a twenty-something poet who performs most of her work on stage in Spoken Word. She has found writing therapeutic since she was child, and has pursued it ceaselessly. She enjoys writing even the most fleeting thoughts and dreams as SensicalRavings. Between long retail shifts, she enjoys writing observational pieces (always with a slant) of locally relevant subjects as ALLGainesville. If you appreciate inspiring, coming-of-age suppositions, become a follower. Though it's not always roses, it's raw!

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