Category Archives: Confused/Conflicted

You Don’t Say

Who does it care What do I hurt? Neither here nor there Your word Shallow sighs Heavy breathing Blink away a smile Muster up the tears Keep it bottled up real tight. Do not show the fear. Type your temper

You Don’t Say

Who does it care What do I hurt? Neither here nor there Your word Shallow sighs Heavy breathing Blink away a smile Muster up the tears Keep it bottled up real tight. Do not show the fear. Type your temper

Reject this Reality

The more I try to be like you the less I find worth living. Am I living? Or am I living life? Whose life? What is life? And why must I survive? The more I try to conform I lose

Reject this Reality

The more I try to be like you the less I find worth living. Am I living? Or am I living life? Whose life? What is life? And why must I survive? The more I try to conform I lose

Make Guidelines Visible

If I were done yet, I’m sure the spirits would let me know, and let me go to sleep. Perhaps my power has been tapped, and they wanted nothing left, as I have nothing left to give. I felt them

Make Guidelines Visible

If I were done yet, I’m sure the spirits would let me know, and let me go to sleep. Perhaps my power has been tapped, and they wanted nothing left, as I have nothing left to give. I felt them

Yesterday and Tomorrow

I can see what’s coming. I know what is ahead, more of this. For days do miss that circumstances still persist no matter how days pass. And meager actions don’t mean much if you are living in the past.

Yesterday and Tomorrow

I can see what’s coming. I know what is ahead, more of this. For days do miss that circumstances still persist no matter how days pass. And meager actions don’t mean much if you are living in the past.

Saving for Heart and Home

I don’t just want a house, or apartment, or studio. I want a HOME. I want a place to make my own. And in “normal” terms that means build it up, and give it value. Increase the appraised rate by

Saving for Heart and Home

I don’t just want a house, or apartment, or studio. I want a HOME. I want a place to make my own. And in “normal” terms that means build it up, and give it value. Increase the appraised rate by

Doesn’t Always Do It

I can’t help feeling anxious I go from zero to panicked with record speed faster than I can realize it’s happening. I thought I was feeling good about the day as I was leaving before I stopped myself tapping over

Doesn’t Always Do It

I can’t help feeling anxious I go from zero to panicked with record speed faster than I can realize it’s happening. I thought I was feeling good about the day as I was leaving before I stopped myself tapping over

Not Without Effort

Time it twists and we are limited by this existence with its frails and their feeble mindedness and its spirals into madness, clinging by a thread to happiness. Defiant to true hope and grace, trekking forward faithlessly. Retracting from the

Not Without Effort

Time it twists and we are limited by this existence with its frails and their feeble mindedness and its spirals into madness, clinging by a thread to happiness. Defiant to true hope and grace, trekking forward faithlessly. Retracting from the