Posts Tagged: despair

Suppose it Soulless

life persists. it needs no meaning. nods you along like the metronome. it plays no notes beats only often enough to exist and there you go rocking back and forth with it. as if the rhythm inspired you in any

Suppose it Soulless

life persists. it needs no meaning. nods you along like the metronome. it plays no notes beats only often enough to exist and there you go rocking back and forth with it. as if the rhythm inspired you in any

Shit Expectations

I am annoyed at my lack of inspiration for living, for writing. I wish I could always ever write gorgeous things But that would require gorgeous things to happen. And sometimes they do, but why do I come home and

Shit Expectations

I am annoyed at my lack of inspiration for living, for writing. I wish I could always ever write gorgeous things But that would require gorgeous things to happen. And sometimes they do, but why do I come home and

And the Point Is

Do you have one better? something smart to say? do you know all the fucking answers? CONGRATULATIONS. You are the asshole of the day. Do you have a smile that seems sincere or fake? does it matter much? or are

And the Point Is

Do you have one better? something smart to say? do you know all the fucking answers? CONGRATULATIONS. You are the asshole of the day. Do you have a smile that seems sincere or fake? does it matter much? or are

What Resolve

Here I am feeling lonely my old friend, writing, comes to comfort me. the saddest pair the same sad story. when I am frail its form upholds me. the comfort comes from passing time neglecting needs to sit inside. I

What Resolve

Here I am feeling lonely my old friend, writing, comes to comfort me. the saddest pair the same sad story. when I am frail its form upholds me. the comfort comes from passing time neglecting needs to sit inside. I

A Hyperbole Only in Hindsight

What if FUCK ALL. and I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU THINK. Would you still care to KNOW about me? would you ask? would you do that which I really need? and FUCKING BAKER ACT ME? I want a home I

A Hyperbole Only in Hindsight

What if FUCK ALL. and I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU THINK. Would you still care to KNOW about me? would you ask? would you do that which I really need? and FUCKING BAKER ACT ME? I want a home I

End of Wishlist

You can’t love me. You can’t love me. YOU CAN’T LOVE ME. Not the way I need you to or the way I’d need from anyone. I need from time to time. often. more than I’ll admit. despite all of

End of Wishlist

You can’t love me. You can’t love me. YOU CAN’T LOVE ME. Not the way I need you to or the way I’d need from anyone. I need from time to time. often. more than I’ll admit. despite all of

Cramping Up

I am not mad at you I am only angry with myself. For constantly searching for what I am not destined to find. For wanting that which I do not deserve. For yearning. For my lust. and if I had

Cramping Up

I am not mad at you I am only angry with myself. For constantly searching for what I am not destined to find. For wanting that which I do not deserve. For yearning. For my lust. and if I had